(long sleeve, shorts, shoes, bra)
Traditionally, we’ve done a time trial 10k two Saturdays before each of our marathons since 2019, but my coach switched it up a bit for me this time. Instead, we did a 6-mile workout on Saturday. I think he knows I might let it get in my head if I run it slower than in previous years. I think I also end up going too deep in the well with this time trial too close to the race, so it will be interesting to see how this experiment works out.
He was right; the workout that I did on Saturday instead was just what I needed.

W/U, 6 miles of (2 x 800 on/float, 4 x 400 on/float, 8 x 200 on/float): My paces ranged from 5:18-5:41 for the ON and 6:48-7:08 for the floats. We didn’t stop during the workout portion; and it felt smooth overall. This workout flies by in case you are looking for one that does!
I could not believe how cold it was. There was frost on the ground, and I should have worn an ear warmer… Time to adapt to the weather. I’m sure when it is the same temperature as it was on Saturday in February, I’ll be feeling warm in a sports bra and shorts.
When the bright colors come out, it’s time to run fast.

The majority of the weekend was with Mer, my mom, and my cousin. It was a really hard weekend, to be honest. I am not good at talking about these kinds of things. Mer isn’t doing well. My head is pounding from all of the emotions. Please send any prayers and love her way.
Oatmeal raisin cookies remind me of Mer so much, so eating them next to her just felt right.

I hope you have a beautiful day, and thanks for always being here for me!
38 comments
Cheryl Acevedo
Sending all the prayers and positive thoughts 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Alisha
Praying for your sweet Mer and the family.
Jessica
I’m sorry to hear about your Mer. Sending love!
Gina Pontius
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
Leigh
Praying for you and your family.
Corey
Janae, you’ve always had such a strong connection with Mer. It’s so hard when someone is struggling, so I’m glad you’ve been able to spend some time bringing her comfort.
Hugs and cookies.
Amy
No words of wisdom, I’m not sure there is any. But sending all of the love and light to you and your family. (And all the big virtual hugs)
Mollie
I’m so sorry to hear that. Thinking of you and praying for your family. ❤️
And PS—I love food memories. My grandma wasn’t a baker but she absolutely loved seafood, specifically salmon, especially at fancy seafood restaurants. :) I always think of her when I order it and, while it’s a silly association, it makes me smile. It’s sad that family can’t be around forever, but little pieces are there with you always.
Kim N
Praying for you!!
jan
How long are the float sessions?
Mariah
Sending thoughts for Mer, I’m so sorry she’s not doing well.
Wendy
Janae, I am so sorry to hear that Mer is struggling. You’ve had such a special relationship with her. Praying for peace and comfort for you and your family. ❤️
Ruby
Sending many thoughts and Prayers for Mer!
Michelle
🙏🏻
Annemarie
I’m so sorry to hear that Mer isn’t doing well 😥 I’m sending some positive vibes her way (and yours) along with all the prayers. Family is everything ❤️
Kathy McElhaney
Praying for Mer! From experience I can tell you, you never regret spending more time with loved ones.
Liz
I’m so sorry to hear that. Sending my best wishes to all of you…
Jan J
I’m so sorry to hear about Mer. Praying for her, and for you and your family!
Mary Ellen
Praying for you and your family!
Cori
Sending love and prayers to sweet Gramma Mer, you, and your family! ❤️
Laurie
Praying for your grandmother.
May I ask if your CorePower discount code is still valid?
Thank you!
Erin
Praying for Mer and your family 🙏 sending you all so much love ❤️
Kristen
Praying for you and for your sweet Mer! <3
Molly S
Not Mer!
Grandmothers are so special. Mine had the most epic oatmeal raisin cookies, too!!
As the great Deena Kastor said “the deeper the grief, the greater the love” to explain such heartache.
Thinking of you!!
Belle
Mer, hugs to you. I will pray for your well being now.
emily l
Lifting up Mer and your whole family in our prayers!
Amanda
Prayers and hugs, my friend <3
Courtney
sending love to all. will be praying for you and your family.
kelly
Sending gobs of love and strength to you all. You are in my prayers.
Marissa
Lord, I pray peace, healing, and wisdom over Mer and Janae’s family.
Kate
Holding Mer and your whole family in the light ❤️
Teresa
I spent time today praying for Mer and your family.
She wil remain in my prayers, I belive in the power of prayer.
God bless
michelle
Janae, your Mer seems like a really special woman. Sending love ❤️
Katie S
Sending love and prayers and positive thoughts 💖
Meghan F
Sending you and your fam so much love and praying for peace in this difficult season! I always love when you post about Mer, I know how much she means to you and how much you and your kiddos light up her world!! What a special and permanent bond.
Kristine
So sorry to hear that Mer isn’t doing well. Sending big hugs and thoughts to your family. 💓
Karen Morland
Oh I am so so so sorry to hear this Janet…praying for Mer
Britta
Grandparents are just the most special. Preparing to lose someone who has been in your entire life is so hard. Praying for comfort for Mer and that you and your mom and your whole family are wrapped in comfort. xoxo