You know it is a good morning when you wake up at 10, make breakfast, eat it in bed (without spilling one time…that is a first), watch Scrubs, fall asleep again but call it a nap so that you don’t feel so lazy that you ‘woke up’ at noon.
Yogurt, apples, banana and a pb spoon to enjoy a little pb with each bite.
I am well rested and ready to attack this week.
Just like anyone coming off of an injury I am experiencing mixed feelings to the extreme.
As I am typing this, I am scared to death to run tomorrow. I have run three times this past week with NO pain but I cannot shake the feeling of freaking out that I could re-injure myself? What if the doctor was wrong and I am not supposed to be running on these femurs of mine again?
What if the rest of my body isn’t ready to run again and I injure something else?
Those first few steps of my runs this last week were seriously the scariest thing that I have done in a while………scared to death if those legs get hurt again. Call me dramatic but fractured femurs are going to freak me out for a while.
On the other hand, after doing one mile I feel invincible. I feel that runner’s high and want to keep going on and on forever and start signing up for races this month (don’t worry I won’t, I have lost all of my credit cards so I would have to go through Billy to sign up and I run with my sister and she nearly tackles me off of the treadmill if I go .01 longer than the doc told me to run).
I remember why I love it so much and can’t wait for the one mile of walking to be over so that I can run one more mile.
I don’t really know the point of this post but I just wanted to get it out there and if any of you that have been through an injury and comeback could chime in and let me know what you did to get over the fear of getting hurt again?!?!
Do you ever eat bfast in bed? What was your Sunday morning bfast?
What is something that you are having mixed feelings about?